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Wiregrasser
02:47
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I belong to no one
The rocky shoal beneath the pines is where I come from
And I can still hear my mama calling
Come sundown boy you make your way back home
From the wiregrass of Alabama
Down in Andalusia is where I get my name
I worked this land just like my daddy
Hands like leather and I’m mean as those blades
Cause I’m a wiregrasser chippin’ down the pines
There’s no more blackbelt prairie
Only pitch, tar, and turpentine
Well I grew up from the ashes
Sand in my shoes and pine sap running through my veins
I’ve got catface carved in my sides
Oh and no amount of prayer will save my life
Cause I’m a wiregrasser chippin’ down the pines
There’s no more blackbelt prairie
Only pitch, tar, and turpentine
We cut em down, we bled them dry, we worked them to the bone
Stomped out the devil’s fire and prayed that God would save our souls
I still hear mama calling, but heaven
Is the only place left to call my home
God bless my soul
Cause I’m a wiregrasser chippin’ down the pines
There’s no more blackbelt prairie
Only pitch, tar, and turpentine
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The Other Side
04:16
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I don’t know nothing about love
When it comes around I run
And I don’t know a thing about your pain
This skin of mine has grown so tough
I hold on to the stories that they tell me
I haven’t got that much else
I try to give a little here and there when I’m able
But I mostly look out for myself
And the old man on the corner says go on
Have it your way try to make it on your own
When you get to heaven there’ll be plenty of heartache
Cause there won’t be no one there you know
I know a thing or two about guys like you
You’re an open book I can read your eyes
You laugh and tell me how you know so much about me
But you don’t know I’m the master of disguise
And the old man on the corner says go on
Have it your way try to make it on your own
When you get to heaven there’ll be plenty of heartache
Cause there won’t be no one there you know
Sometimes it’s lonelier than midnight on the run
It gets so dark round here I’ve lost sight of the sun
But I know my way home
In the middle of this highway I’ve been traveling
Double yellow lines say don’t cross
I don’t go breaking rules for nothing
But sometimes I think I’d be better off
On the other side
Before you go remember
Be sure you always say goodbye
Hug your mama and tell her that you love her
And tell those boys you never even tried
And the old man on the corner says go on
Have it your way try to make it on your own
When you get to heaven there’ll be plenty of heartache
Cause there won’t be no one there you know
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Old White House
03:45
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I’ve been running all my life
But it never crossed my mind
That some folks take it slow
And make it farther down the road
But I never even made it down the drive
I’ve been a fighter all my life
But it never crossed my mind
That I can’t forget the hands
The first touch of a man
And I can hurt you while you look me in the eye
There’s an old white house in the countryside
And it’s time I turned around
To go back for that girl inside
Tell her we’re alright
And hold her tight
Alone, I spend my time
But it never crossed my mind
That I took all the blame
And I have carried all the shame
And I’m terrified you’ll see it in my eyes
I’m going back to make it right
Cause it’s been on my mind
For thirty years or more
She’s been pounding on the door
Hoping someone else would hear her silent cry
But I’m the only one who ever hears here cry
There’s an old white house in the countryside
And it’s time I turned around
To go back for that girl inside
Tell her we’re alright
And hold her tight
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Not What I Seem
02:43
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When you look my way what do you see
A painted canvas of me
Or an upside down beauty in black and white
The kind of girl you'd like to find prowling your streets tonight
I am not what I seem
And I'm not as lovely as you'd like me to be
I don't want to live forever, it’s not a price I'll pay
To stand and be admired while my life slips away
Like Ophelia in the water you'll stand and gaze upon her while she drowns
And then comment on her beauty as if it was her duty to please your eye
And make you feel something inside
I am not what I seem
And I'm not as lovely as you'd like me to be
Always running in circles, right back to the past
Desperate, determined the next love will last
And wondering why, as time passes by
I still can’t find words for the thoughts on my mind
I am not what I seem
And I'm not as lovely as you'd like me to be
I am not what I seem
And I'm not as lovely as you'd like me to be
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Chosin
04:37
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I’ve been on a journey
I’ve crossed mountains and walked to the sea
And I’ve slept among the weary
All those other broken souls just like me
I’ve travelled along ancient walls
Miles and miles I have roamed
But no matter how far I go
A stone cold wall don’t lead you home
Oh no, a stone cold wall won’t lead you home
I feel a war it’s raging deep down inside
But something tells me this fight isn’t really mine
A war child never drops his gun or leaves a man behind
I remember looking for a smile and meeting cold steel eyes
They thanked you for your service sent you home, and put us on the front line
A war child never drops his gun or leaves the field behind
Hagaru-ri
Like a pilgrimage up an ox trail, one-lane wide
But God had left that mountain for the winter before you arrived
But a war child never drops his gun and he never leaves the line
You said only a coward would ever run to hide
So stand and fight you fool cause no one’s gonna make it out alive
War child, how many of these wounds of yours are mine
I’m gonna stand and fight until I break this line
Hagaru-ri
I’ve been on a journey
I’ve crossed mountains and walked to the sea
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Goodbye Hometown
05:02
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I packed my bags the other day and swore I’d never find my way this way again
I drove a thousand miles north up through the mountains
And left my world behind
I never knew what it meant to be a Southern belle
‘Till I crossed that Dixie line and said farewell
Goodbye peaches
Goodbye sweet magnolia blossoms in the summertime
Goodbye to the whip-o-will singing sweetly in the night among the longleaf pines
Goodbye stranger, one who’ll pass you on the street
Every time he’ll greet you with a smile
Goodbye hometown and everyone I’ve ever known
I settled in New England where the winter sky is grey and full of snow
And traded in my bare feet for snow shoes and long walks in the cold
But these winter nights get lonely sometimes up here
And I think of all the ones that I’ve held dear
Goodbye peaches
Goodbye sweet magnolia blossoms in the summertime
Goodbye to the whip-o-will singing sweetly in the night among the longleaf pines
Goodbye stranger, one who’ll pass you on the street
Every time he’ll greet you with a smile
Goodbye hometown and everyone I’ve ever known
There’s something about these old country towns in the north
That reminds me of my grandpa’s music store
I’ve got his old guitar with me to play once in awhile
Makes the miles not seem so far
Perhaps the best way to be grateful for the people in your life
Is to know what it’s like when their not near
Goodbye peaches
Goodbye sweet magnolia blossoms in the summertime
Goodbye to the whip-o-will singing sweetly in the night among the longleaf pines
Goodbye stranger, one who’ll pass you on the street
Every time he’ll greet you with a smile
Goodbye hometown and everyone I’ve ever loved
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Oh 95
04:19
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Not so long ago I grew up in the south
Suntanned and high on being young
But the carefree life doesn't last forever
Sweet air won't mask grey skies and I grew up
I let my heart grow cold and found a shell to hide
And learned to find my friends up in the sky
Wishing on a star that I could fly away
Find some quiet place to keep me warm at night
Oh 95, take me where this highway ends
Erase my memories and let me start again
Along the coast where my tears can feed the ocean
And snow will be my blanket when I'm cold
I thought I'd be alright if learned to live alone till I grew old
But the coldest sky is cloudless and blue
When you're all alone you speak the truth
Watching waves crash on the ocean, ships of friends weren't far behind
Flasks of laughter cured my heartache over time
Oh 95, take me where this highway ends
We'll make new memories in good company of friends
Along the coast, we'll watch ships sail on the ocean
From rocks carved with secrets never told
On your shores I thought I'd be alright till I grew old
In the spring I dreamt of dogwoods and pines
And couldn't shake the Southland from my mind
When I woke these shores looked different, like a mooring in a storm
And something called me from the shores where I was born
Oh 95, take me where this highway ends
We've made good memories in the company of friends
Along the coast, I'll cast my ship out on the ocean
From rocky shores that sheltered me from cold
I'll sail for home but I’ll remember you till I grow old
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Desire
03:32
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There’s something burning deep inside
I can see it in his eyes
First saw the flicker
When he was three years old
The preacher said he’d grow up tall
And be the bravest of us all
He’d fight the devil
And his own desires
Oh and mama’s on her knees tonight
She says hold that ground beneath him tight
You bring those boys home alright
And call her in the morning
Out on the darkest road I know
He’s out there looking for the glow
Of the fire
He can feel it in his soul
He’ll lead them through a wall of flames
No doubt, no questioning, no pain
He’ll fight the blaze
Till the cold air chills his bones
Oh the devil he’s in rare form tonight
But he’s going down, he’s going down
You bring those boys home alright
And call mama in the morning
He grew up tall he grew up strong
He’s seen the worst kinds of wrong
But he’ll chase the devil
Straight into the fire
Oh and mama’s on her knees tonight
She says hold that ground beneath him tight
You bring those boys home alright
And call her in the morning
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The choir is singing Joy to the World
But there’s no joy left in my heart
It’s just another silent night all alone
Another night in the dark
Do you ever wonder what it’s like to have a friend
I’ve been locked out, locked up
I tried to make it on my own
I thought I’d found a place that I could finally call my home
But everywhere I turn keeps leading to the same
Cage where I first started
No one even knows my name
Do you ever wonder what it’s like to have a friend
Some folks count their money
But I just count my time
And time is running out on me
I guess I’ll never find
Someone who can see
All the good in me
Even when I lose my way they’ll let me in to stay
Do you ever wonder what it’s like to have a friend
When the darkness finally wins
You can feel it rolling in
And you never had the chance to show the world who you are
When the lights have all gone out
No one even knows you’re there
And you never had the chance to give all you had to share
Do you ever wonder what it’s like to have a friend
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Drag Me Down
04:04
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I heard that you’re back in town
I hope you don’t call
I’d just let you down again
I’m glad to know that you’re okay
I’m doing fine
It’s better this way
Cause you always dragged me down
And you were no good with me around
I’ve finally got myself together
And I am okay never ever seeing you again
I heard she broke your heart
Sent you on your way
Is that why you’re here
I guess nothing’s changed
And I hear she looked like me
Well I’m the me I used to be
I’ve finally got it all together
And I am okay never ever seeing you again
Well I’m not the girl you used to know
And I threw out all the lines you wrote
I’ve finally got myself together
And I am okay never ever seeing you again
Well I’m out here all alone
Just fine on my own
And I am okay never seeing you again
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Secrets on the Street
03:44
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Florence let me go
It was so long ago but you still haunt me
I can still see your eyes
Watching like a spy
Do you see me
And the secrets on the street
I wonder do you keep or do you tell
Black line of cypress lead the way
Olive branches called my name to Florence
And the almond scented breezes cast their spell
How do you know me so well
Your ancient gates were open wide
Inviting me inside
Your cathedrals and towers
Are the keepers of the secrets that you hold
And they lure in the seekers
Who come admire your beauty from below
But in the shadows you will find
Only echoes of footsteps behind you
Murderers and poets come to claim you
And you let them in
They will bring you all their fortunes and they’ll fame you
Then you banish them
After you captivate their souls
Oh Florence what makes you so stone cold
Well I came to find what’s mine
But I left my heart behind in Florence
And the farther that I go
The louder you whisper I know
And the secrets on the street
I wonder do you keep or do you tell
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Daredevil
03:03
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Last time I saw him he was sitting on a rooftop
He was on top of the world
Smile on his face and his friends by his side
And on his arm he had his girl
He said hey friends I’m alright
I’ve been traveling the world
I’m really living it up right
Having the time of my life
We didn’t know we were saying goodbye
For the last time that night
Just like a summer storm cloud rolling in
Or the way a bird take to the sky
He’s saying let me be the devil on your shoulder
I’m daring you to live
Let this short life of mine
Remind you just how sweet it is
Let me be the devil on your shoulder
I’m daring you to live
Let this sweet life of mine
Remind you just how short it is
Let me be the devil on your shoulder
I’m daring you to live
Let this short life of mine
Remind you just how sweet it is
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Sweet Love
03:55
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Every song has been written
Every tune has been sung
But there’s no one listening to anyone
Something is missing
Something’s gone wrong
When we’re all still singing
The same fighting songs
I want to sing a song that’s only word is love
Sweet love
Sweet love
Let go of your sorrows
Stop casting the blame
Let’s take back tomorrow
Don’t give it away
Walk without knowing
All the words to your song
And make up the tune
As you go along
I want to sing a song that’s only word is love
Sweet love
Sweet love
Now is not the time for I told you so
It’s time we let all that go
Shine light on the shadows
That keep us apart
And break down all the pretty castles
You’ve built around our hearts
When you hear someone singing
When they’re sharing their song
Can you listen without judging which side they’re on
I want to sing a song that’s only word is love
Sweet love
Sweet love
Sweet love
Sweet love
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Silent Pines
02:15
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Can you hear the pines whispering
Can you hear the silence in between
These words I speak to you
It’s there you’ll find the meaning of this place
Come on children rise up
Don’t let em tear you down
Come on children rise up
Don’t let em tear down
Can you hear the branches strum their refrain
Rise up to heaven tall above the flames
And stronger than the wounds that bleed them dry
Stronger than you or I
Come on children rise up
Don’t let em tear you down
Come on children rise up
Don’t let em tear down
Can you hear their silent symphony
Be careful there you just might find yourself
In the thickness where the oldest pine trees grow
They will tell you what your heart already knows
Come on children rise up
Don’t let em tear you down
Come on children rise up
They’ll never tear us down
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Abigail Dowd Greensboro, North Carolina
Abigail Dowd, who grew up under the longleaf pines in the Sandhills region of North Carolina, is known for her storytelling and command of an audience. She combines her classical fingerpicking style with the edgy bass and percussion of Jason Duff creating a sound that dances between folk, rock and blues. ... more
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